God doesn't motivate through fear

Why are you doing what you're doing?

2020 was a tough year for everybody. For me? Well, I lost 60% of my annual income. I had no idea how I was going to survive. To put it mildly, I was terrified.

So I built websites and ran virtual conferences. I’m techie. I figured I could do it, and it was a nice paycheck. I was grateful. But the physical and mental toll it took on me burned me out. Massively.

It took months to recover. All because I decided to provide for myself out of fear that God wouldn’t.